If you’re reading this, you’re probably interested in knowing the backstory of this page.
In this part of the database (or site) I’ll try to not mention any TWs.
In this part of the database (or site) I’ll try to not mention any TWs.
I’ll start with explaining this: I started to suffer of mental illness after I became 11 years old, during my first hormonal changes.
In school, teachers told me that because I had my period I was forced to take responsibility of being a woman. It was too much for me to menage, because I still was an 11 years old girl, and it was impossible for me to play with others without being scolded and called childish. I wasn’t allowed to cry also, because it was childlike.
That’s what lead me to get mentally unstable.
I started creating a world inside my head with Rander and close myself even more, unfortunately I was believing that people were stalking me and I was scared of social medias and cameras, also I thought that some of my classmates were reading my mind when I sat down alone in my desk in school.
I was diagnosed only at 23 years old, 7 years of medication and patience after me and my ex broke up when I was 17 years old.
Now I’ve menage to understand my and others errors, but I don’t mind. My only fear is not being in control of the situation, but right now I’m in fully control and happy that I’m safe and alive.
In school, teachers told me that because I had my period I was forced to take responsibility of being a woman. It was too much for me to menage, because I still was an 11 years old girl, and it was impossible for me to play with others without being scolded and called childish. I wasn’t allowed to cry also, because it was childlike.
That’s what lead me to get mentally unstable.
I started creating a world inside my head with Rander and close myself even more, unfortunately I was believing that people were stalking me and I was scared of social medias and cameras, also I thought that some of my classmates were reading my mind when I sat down alone in my desk in school.
I was diagnosed only at 23 years old, 7 years of medication and patience after me and my ex broke up when I was 17 years old.
Now I’ve menage to understand my and others errors, but I don’t mind. My only fear is not being in control of the situation, but right now I’m in fully control and happy that I’m safe and alive.
Here below you can find the years difference and progress of the illness.
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